I need my own opinions

CONFUSION

am i guilty because
someone wrote the law
is my conscience pricking
the membrane of my soul.

We don't know how this world began
we listen to scientists
who didn't live then.
They tell, sell all their stuff with rational glue
the question is, is it really important?

Politicians have to make our lives
complicated
how else can they provide solutions
so they can get voted.
Solutions for problems that shouldn't exist
......

All things are calculated
from the time the sun stops
to the time the train leaves
from the time the rain drops.
To even the time you plant a kiss
all things are repeating
in a calculated fashion.

There is no human law
to make the sun shine,
to make the sky dark,
to make the clouds burst,
to make the grass grow, and
to make the tide rise and fall.

I am thinking. I need my own opinions.